Online love story

At 9 pm sun already rise I was sleeping in bed 

It's late already cause college time 9:30 to reach there 

So my daily routine sleeps late and wakup late 

Sometimes having breakfast and sometimes not eating anything just moving to college 

I just my high school 11 and 12 class 

I just going for times pass 

I wasn't focus on study or whatever 

The teacher teaches I just going for times pass 

Day by day days are passing 

Even I have no girls friend there 

To talk 

Even I was not good so why they like me 

Everyday me and my friend went use free internet we walked 3 km to use public WiFi 

So 

We just downloaded movie later we can watch movie in free time 

So daily life is like this 

Even in college life teacher also make of fun of me cause my mom always come to school to complain me 

I wasn't focus on study so 

I was one whose parent comes to visits every week and my friend looks at me like and they make  fun of me 

Everyday I feel insulted 

So I can't do anything 

We can't change parents right 

Can we change or not 

If you have answers tell me 

One day everything just changed my life 

Me and my friend went to outside for fresh air 

And we reach to public WiFi place to use free WiFi and I downloaded dating app

I sign up 

And even I uploaded pictures to verify it 

And it's taken few days to verify it 

And I feel happy and cause I try something new and great things I haven't used this app like before 

Even I took money from my savings I bought data pack to use this app

And I was using there one girls 

Who is from Philippines 

And I name her name is sweetie 

We just talked alot in WhatsApp 

Everytime we just talked alot 

On exam 

Even I had my exam I just finished it soon I took pictures when I was outside to share her 

She like a picture 

I just love her alot 

She also like me 

And I tell her everything 

She send me pictures having dinner 

One day I ask Her Facebook id to add her 

She said her id with her uncle he used but later she do forgot password and she add me 

She said that's on that's time 

Even we talk alot 

Like before 

One day it's been two weeks she is not coming online 

I feel so curious to know I think alot things 

And I do search and Facebook detail it's was fake id of her 

I look her every friends of her 

And I saw her real id she hide her name she tells wrong name 

I saw her profile and picture she uploaded a picture of with her boyfriend sleeping together 

And I found a picture of photo whose she send me as she says dinner she send me pictures of making edit and crop so 

I was like everything is just finished 

It's been 5 month she do this to me 

I was really broken 

I shared everything with her but it's okay it's a life 

My life is moving slowly 

Even COVID started everything is just changed 

Life become like pet life live in home all time 

Not going out so very difficult and no one here to talk 

And I found new girls from Mexico 

Her name is Lucy she really beautiful 

I don't know Spanish and she doesn't know English 

Like 30 minutes we see each other 

When she wants to talk she call directly and we been in relationships 

And one month passed I think about past things about Philippines girls 

So I think this girl also same 

So I start to cheat her 

And later she feels like she doupt on me she creates a fake id and she caught me 

And everything is just finished 

And on that's day she cries alot I know i did mistake 

Sometimes our past can't leave us so we be like this 

We should focus on present ..

✍️KPN